Games

August 2016

Unspoken questions, uncertain intentions
If you want me then be here
Stop playing. Be clear.

August 2016 scribbles

To be arranged

Babe not both of us are having fun
is this just a sport to you?
Do I have to feign to win real affection?
I am not a trophy to be mounted in your case
I am more than just a pawn in your Great Chase
Don't just hit and run
Hit and run

Now I'm constantly in my head
What do you really think?
Because whenever I'm in my heart it's wrong
Maybe I should stop feeling
But isn't that the reason?

I am a creature of heartbreak
Maybe that is a mistake
but I won't change who I am

Too much is better than not enough
I'm stuck on the words

The world is not a fairy tale
most people will shy away from your attempts to live the magic
Find the one who will pretend

Kaleidoscope Soul

August 8, 2016

This Kaleidoscope soul
Reflects the colors of the universe on my heart
Pulsing, beating as a whole
Growing wild, uncharted
And I feel the world through fluorescent eyes
And I seek for stars that resemble mine
And the earth laughs with the dreams it stole
While I dance alone with this Kaleidoscope soul

Who would love, who would care
To dance with the colors my heart bears
Twist me but play me no more, no more
Sing your charges, a heart you stole
And I see the hearts with fluorescent eyes
And I seek for stars that resemble mine
And the earth laughs with the dreams it stole
While I dance alone with this Kaleidoscope soul

I hope, I hope
She wrote
I wrote
To find my kind that shares my mind
Who would know this Kaleidoscope soul?
Who would know this Kaleidoscope soul?
Who would know this Kaleidoscope soul?

August 8, 2016

Without her I wither

A Collection

August 8, 2016

Feed the curiosity
soul needs goods and bads
accept what you offer
you are never too much.


Be content with you
not all things are centuries
the failures come first


Welcome to the world
keep ears open and eyes up
there's more than just this


Let the voices sleep
today there's no need to meet
breathe in the solitude
kiss this moment
carry it on your shoulder
because they'll be back
so please be bolder.

Sincere reflections

August ? 2016

What's worse?
Unintentionally stupid things, or intentional things that are stupid?
And who decides what stupidity is?

August 2016

I'm a loose leaf paper

bring me where you will

crumple, fold, write

let's create

August ?

You have marble in your teeth
Your words grind in my head
around around around, making echoing sounds
echoes are all they may be
but you bite

August 4, 2016

| haikus of the heart |

Can I release you

My heart is so intertwined

I try to let it go

This morning sleep

Isn't much without you here

Your heart was my bed

I am just too much

I am now heartless

I am I am not

Lord please take my heart

I'm ready to give it up

You have better plans

August 3, 2016

Sincerity is not solicited
Watch who you are
Don't dare to be too much, too much
Please pause
Why are games so necessary
No one dictates how I'm supposed to feel
I thought that was the point
I come without a curtain
I didn't know this was a stage
I don't know the lines so I improvise
too late, too late

July 17, 2016

The night is my friend
The stars hear my secrets
The moon knows your name