December 27, 2016
I need you.
What simple words carry a soul.
Beyond love. Beyond choice.
Willfully accepting the necessity.
To be loved is a heart. To be needed is a life.
Tuesday, December 27, 2016
December 27, 2016
You're gone.
I still live. I still move. But I do not fly.
I am not fully alive when my heart is absent.
I still live. I still move. But I do not fly.
I am not fully alive when my heart is absent.
An incredible sensation of nothing
December 27, 2016
An incredible sensation of nothing.
For when I am with you, I feel.
You provide happiness that could save a country
Excitement at the mere brush of your breath
You're inspiration for eternity and the warmth of home
With you I feel desperately needed
We are love. Plain and true.
You are the smell on my hands and the smile that matches mine.
So when we are apart my senses are drowsy
My hand is empty and my mind is full
Playing the rhythm of your heart in repeat
Trying, seeking for some rush of breath
That perhaps my endings may come alive once more
For when I am without you I feel
An incredible sensation of nothing
An incredible sensation of nothing.
For when I am with you, I feel.
You provide happiness that could save a country
Excitement at the mere brush of your breath
You're inspiration for eternity and the warmth of home
With you I feel desperately needed
We are love. Plain and true.
You are the smell on my hands and the smile that matches mine.
So when we are apart my senses are drowsy
My hand is empty and my mind is full
Playing the rhythm of your heart in repeat
Trying, seeking for some rush of breath
That perhaps my endings may come alive once more
For when I am without you I feel
An incredible sensation of nothing
Monday, October 10, 2016
October 6
He's the strength of the mountains
With the soul of the sun
I've never seen such wild safety in anyone
His heart is a breeze
He's got roots like the trees
Like the stream bed he shifts
Changing the ground in its natural course
I want him like I want the rain, in my world and on my skin
Bringing life and helping me bloom
Thursday, October 6, 2016
October 1, 2016
Just run with it you said
Don't look forward or back
That's a talent I seem to lack
I'll run with it f you hold my hand
A beauty and her wild man
Don't look forward or back
That's a talent I seem to lack
I'll run with it f you hold my hand
A beauty and her wild man
Thursday, September 8, 2016
Games
August 2016
Unspoken questions, uncertain intentions
If you want me then be here
Stop playing. Be clear.
Unspoken questions, uncertain intentions
If you want me then be here
Stop playing. Be clear.
August 2016 scribbles
To be arranged
Babe not both of us are having fun
is this just a sport to you?
Do I have to feign to win real affection?
I am not a trophy to be mounted in your case
I am more than just a pawn in your Great Chase
Don't just hit and run
Hit and run
Now I'm constantly in my head
What do you really think?
Because whenever I'm in my heart it's wrong
Maybe I should stop feeling
But isn't that the reason?
I am a creature of heartbreak
Maybe that is a mistake
but I won't change who I am
Too much is better than not enough
I'm stuck on the words
The world is not a fairy tale
most people will shy away from your attempts to live the magic
Find the one who will pretend
Babe not both of us are having fun
is this just a sport to you?
Do I have to feign to win real affection?
I am not a trophy to be mounted in your case
I am more than just a pawn in your Great Chase
Don't just hit and run
Hit and run
Now I'm constantly in my head
What do you really think?
Because whenever I'm in my heart it's wrong
Maybe I should stop feeling
But isn't that the reason?
I am a creature of heartbreak
Maybe that is a mistake
but I won't change who I am
Too much is better than not enough
I'm stuck on the words
The world is not a fairy tale
most people will shy away from your attempts to live the magic
Find the one who will pretend
Kaleidoscope Soul
August 8, 2016
This Kaleidoscope soul
Reflects the colors of the universe on my heart
Pulsing, beating as a whole
Growing wild, uncharted
And I feel the world through fluorescent eyes
And I seek for stars that resemble mine
And the earth laughs with the dreams it stole
While I dance alone with this Kaleidoscope soul
Who would love, who would care
To dance with the colors my heart bears
Twist me but play me no more, no more
Sing your charges, a heart you stole
And I see the hearts with fluorescent eyes
And I seek for stars that resemble mine
And the earth laughs with the dreams it stole
While I dance alone with this Kaleidoscope soul
I hope, I hope
She wrote
I wrote
To find my kind that shares my mind
Who would know this Kaleidoscope soul?
Who would know this Kaleidoscope soul?
Who would know this Kaleidoscope soul?
This Kaleidoscope soul
Reflects the colors of the universe on my heart
Pulsing, beating as a whole
Growing wild, uncharted
And I feel the world through fluorescent eyes
And I seek for stars that resemble mine
And the earth laughs with the dreams it stole
While I dance alone with this Kaleidoscope soul
Who would love, who would care
To dance with the colors my heart bears
Twist me but play me no more, no more
Sing your charges, a heart you stole
And I see the hearts with fluorescent eyes
And I seek for stars that resemble mine
And the earth laughs with the dreams it stole
While I dance alone with this Kaleidoscope soul
I hope, I hope
She wrote
I wrote
To find my kind that shares my mind
Who would know this Kaleidoscope soul?
Who would know this Kaleidoscope soul?
Who would know this Kaleidoscope soul?
A Collection
August 8, 2016
Feed the curiosity
soul needs goods and bads
accept what you offer
you are never too much.
Be content with you
not all things are centuries
the failures come first
Welcome to the world
keep ears open and eyes up
there's more than just this
Let the voices sleep
today there's no need to meet
breathe in the solitude
kiss this moment
carry it on your shoulder
because they'll be back
so please be bolder.
Feed the curiosity
soul needs goods and bads
accept what you offer
you are never too much.
Be content with you
not all things are centuries
the failures come first
Welcome to the world
keep ears open and eyes up
there's more than just this
Let the voices sleep
today there's no need to meet
breathe in the solitude
kiss this moment
carry it on your shoulder
because they'll be back
so please be bolder.
Sincere reflections
August ? 2016
What's worse?
Unintentionally stupid things, or intentional things that are stupid?
And who decides what stupidity is?
What's worse?
Unintentionally stupid things, or intentional things that are stupid?
And who decides what stupidity is?
August ?
You have marble in your teeth
Your words grind in my head
around around around, making echoing sounds
echoes are all they may be
but you bite
Your words grind in my head
around around around, making echoing sounds
echoes are all they may be
but you bite
Thursday, August 4, 2016
August 4, 2016
| haikus of the heart |
Can I release you
My heart is so intertwined
I try to let it go
This morning sleep
Isn't much without you here
Your heart was my bed
I am just too much
I am now heartless
I am I am not
Lord please take my heart
I'm ready to give it up
You have better plans
August 3, 2016
Sincerity is not solicited
Watch who you are
Don't dare to be too much, too much
Please pause
Why are games so necessary
No one dictates how I'm supposed to feel
I thought that was the point
I come without a curtain
I didn't know this was a stage
I don't know the lines so I improvise
too late, too late
Watch who you are
Don't dare to be too much, too much
Please pause
Why are games so necessary
No one dictates how I'm supposed to feel
I thought that was the point
I come without a curtain
I didn't know this was a stage
I don't know the lines so I improvise
too late, too late
Tuesday, July 19, 2016
July 18, 2016
She is the love of life
the very air shifts to whisper across her skin
the sun, it seems, shines just for her
and the moon dreads the days it would not appear
she is the love of life, for she loves life back
her movements breathe healing
and her laugh lights the stars
her being is beauty
and she is not afraid
the very air shifts to whisper across her skin
the sun, it seems, shines just for her
and the moon dreads the days it would not appear
she is the love of life, for she loves life back
her movements breathe healing
and her laugh lights the stars
her being is beauty
and she is not afraid
Thursday, July 14, 2016
Friday, July 1, 2016
July 1, 2016
Teach my heart to take it slow
I've never done this before
Am I too much for you?
I don't know
I don't want to know
I just want to love as me
To live without fear of existing
Will you be accepting of all my heart has to give?
Is there anyone for me?
Do I have to change myself
It would be easier to fly
Can I subdue this heart of mine?
I don't know
I don't want to know
Let me be the sun and sky
All I'm finding are flashlights
Am I too much for anyone?
I don't know
I don't want to know
I've never done this before
Am I too much for you?
I don't know
I don't want to know
I just want to love as me
To live without fear of existing
Will you be accepting of all my heart has to give?
Is there anyone for me?
Do I have to change myself
It would be easier to fly
Can I subdue this heart of mine?
I don't know
I don't want to know
Let me be the sun and sky
All I'm finding are flashlights
Am I too much for anyone?
I don't know
I don't want to know
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